When you don't have love, it's like there's a party going on, an everybody was invited, except for you. And you just happened to be walking by that house in the rain..."I wasn't invited to this party"

But then, once u r in love, dat's like being inside the party, shouting..."where's my jacket? I wanna get outta here. Where's my jacket? I been to this party six years and i wanna see other parties!

"I been here six years, where's my jacket. someone shit on the coats. I think someone shit on, about, or around the coats"

Hmmm

Where's my jacket?*lol*

Jade, are you wearing my jacket right now?

Nah

Do u know how i view/see the relationship that we ended lately?

No tell me

Ur jacket is on d roof

It's like driving. You got stuck in traffic, a lot of cars all around you, and you so worried abt alot of things, you can't go back and you are wondering how u got here

Like why did i take this road? i should've taken that road, that other comfortable road. The road that won't make me stressed and worried abt everything.

But the traffic jam is becoming so traumatic to handle, all u can do is wait for things to get better or you can make things worse if u are not patient enough.

Hmmm

It's like you have hundreds of options but you can't choose none of them coz if you choose any of them, you will regret. It's like asking yourself...."why am i doing this?"

And then, that thought hit you like a brick in the head, and you remember it's all because of love. Am stuck and i don't like being here but i stay because of love.

Am doing this because i love to see someone happy not because i want to be happy. All this sacrifices, my time, love, care and attention, just to make someone happy. And all he can say is....

You failed the test, That's all he said and he thinks it's funny.

*sigh*

And now, there's no going back, no left, no right, we're all looking forward to see what's gon' happen next.

Jace

Jade

But i've apologise

It's not your fault jade you haven't done anything wrong

But this is looking like everything is my fault and as if i've done something wrong

Am sorry jade am supposed to be the one apologising not you. You told me that u r not yet ready but i did not listen. It's all my fault jade you have not done anything wrong.

Am really sorry jade

I only did dat 2 make u happy but didnt expect it will make me hurt and hopeless

I've hurt u and am too ashame to apologise, even if you have forgiven me, i won't be able to forgive myself.

Beside u said dat u will learn 2 leave without me Making me remembring all the promise and i finally realise dat promise and fail is real

It's your first time to be in a relationship am sorry for all i've done. It's abt the distance, am sure if u were close to me i could've shown u how it feels like to be in love.

Always asking myself, do i really thing trusting people is gud

Making me look like a fool and a joke on monday I was just staring @ my phone trying 2 make myself gud even if i was sad I just have 2 accept reality

Am sorry jade. I've made a promise not to hurt u again, am sorry for letting u down jade am really sorry for everything i've done to you

I pray so

I just told u how i was on monday

I won't hurt you again

*sigh* i've heard u

Am sorry abt monday but the joke was on me, now am regretting, begging u to forgive me coz i've been a fool. Am single again, the joke is on me

I've 4given u

But am glad that you are finally happy coz i was putting u in a situation that u don't want to be in. You wanted to make me happy and i appreciate ur kindness and care.

Hi guys

My duty Tnk u 2 4 trying ur best 2 make me happy

Hi sis how are you

Hiii bro alan

You pushed urself beyond your limits, just for me to be happy you've done more than you were supposed to do. I won't be able to forget u jade

I'm gud bro and u

How are you sis

Am gud how was your night.hi jace

I wont 4get u 2 jace

My nite was gud but u didnt tell me my bedtime story

Thank you jade. Hey bro alan, how's ur day going?

In case you don't know jade, am in love with u and i'll always luv u

Am sorry I forgot and I slept off ple 4give me

Good and you

Kk jade I 4give u bro

Tnxs sis your are the best

Can I come in

You can ava how are YOU

Awwwww bro You d best to bro

Gud and you

Am gud how was your night

I do best to anyone

Very bad

What abt you

Gud,boring and was missing you. Are you not going to school

Yes what abt you

No and am busy I will talk to you later

No pro

Our sister-in-law

Hmmmmm lol

What? Oh i know, it's a secret, right?

Pleoooo we are just friend ooo

Ok i'll keep it a secret, let's just pretend that u are friends, so tell me how's ur day going?

Secret ava

Gud and you

Noo abeg ooo

Gud too, aren't u supposed to be in school right now?

I do not wish to go

Jesus! What's happening to u ava? Don't skip days at school, it won't look funny during exams

School is bored

As long u know wat u are doing u will surely pass ur exam sch is boring jace

Yeah sch is boring because u are going there to learn not to party and have fun

Thanks so what abt you jace

I knew a friend who was a legend at carry EXPO, that guy can perform magic.

I want fun,ooo without fun I will not understand

Hmm...you'll understand if u focus on what took u there, learning, u went there to learn so focus on it.

Without fun i cant learn

I will be feeling lonely

I think education will be more fun if there's music, in the background the bass is booming and the teacher is talking like MC or something

Exactly

I wish so

You know what, at school i was the nerdy silly type of a m*therf*cker that nobody wants to f*ck with, i used humor to become popular even the teachers knows me for being shy and dangerous

Hmmm

Do u know what they use to call me?

All my bad ass they are not in school and everything is boring

What

Wat's d name jace

They call me 'sweater' coz i use to get nervous when am around cute girls and i sweat till i soak my clothes

Girls call me 'silent killer' and i don't know why maybe coz am silent most of the time

Omoooo see better name na

Lolz!

All my class boys the wired name day do call me is queen mother of naysh

Do you think it's funny, our teacher made me sit between two cute yellow bones just to teach me a lesson, for a whole year, he thought that was a punishment but the joke was on him.

Really ava, nyash? Seriously!

I will be like what type of foolish name is that

Lolz!

I really seriously

Am going to use that name, am not calling u ava again

They call me HEARTLESS KID

This one has past joke like any time I am comeing out or going in they do call me that name

Heartless kid? Really? But ur heart is beautiful jade maybe they are too blind to see it

You can not come to my class and ask of me in peace you will here alot of words

They call me SNAKE UNDER A GREEN GRASS They also call me STURBBORN GIRL

The queen herself*lol* nyansh, oh God, i love that

I've plenty names

If a boy try to ask me abt my book the only thing my sit mate they we say it hmmmmm school has not close ooo

I also have funny names like, BIRIT and SATLA but they are not so nice if u know what it means

Was d meaning tell me plss

Birit means he loves it. And satla means....

The funny name they do call me is tomato jos

It means wat jace

I can not come out of my house in peace ooo is't bad to have big butt

Smoking weed. But this is how my gee's use to call me when i was still that guy. It's like saying, he loves smoking weed. But they say seperately just to make it sound funny.

It's a blessing ava be proud of it. That nyansh is a blessing

Hmmm

So why can they not call me by name

Because you are blessed ava they can't use ur name they must remind u of ur blessing

I am just waiting for the day I will leave that school

See I can not move or take some thing from a boy with out him saying I am in love with ur butt

If u dont like dat name then warn them strictly without smile @ them

They is noting gud that can come out of my class mate and the girl's they will be like I have come to take their bf

I have done my best oo I even went to report but those boys in my class they are like pro

Telling a male teacher is another thing the female they will not even say anything when you are done you will leaven

That's harrassment ava you should report them to ur school administration, don't smile at them if u don't like it, if u don't do something abt it they won't stop talking abt ur nyansh

Did u tell ur parent¿

I am busy now I have work to do

Hmmm my dad

Hmmm my dad or my mom, they will say I am just a girl, my mom will say she past alot before she meet my dad

Their is no use

And before I will 4get ple nobody should call me that name oooo hmmm

Then watch wat happen next ava

Am back guys

To me school is not boring is fun in my school

Anyone

Hiiii

Hi ava how are you

Fine and you

Am good and I have been missing you lately

Awwwww

So sweet

Truth am not lying

Do you miss me too

Very much

Anyone

Yes me